Friday, March 28, 2008

Utter turmoil......

Who would have thought that typing a Blog could be so difficult. I thought take no time at all....WRONG!

Well I went from the peaceful content mood of Easter to the brimstone and fire of everyday life. Reality check!

On the scale of worldly chaos not important but in my life very important.
LYING. Kick me in the shine, poke me in the eye, I will get over it a lot faster than if you lie to me. The ultimate deception.

The hurt, the demoralizing realization that your not respected. Heck I know it just goes with life but I get so darned blasted freak out mad! I won't talk to you for a while and then it will blow over. However I will not trust you. It will take a long time before we walk that path again.

The bees are going to arrive this weekend Sunday, Saturday is the Hot Dog sale for the 4-h club. I need to find a cap for the truck so I can pick up the new buck without dragging the gooseneck for one goat across the state. Oh yes, the paperwork for the replacement truck for my husband who is working this Saturday our wedding anniversary, no not likely that we will do anything special than the normal fall into bed exhausted routine.

Off to visit a co ordinate some farm business next blog when? When I get to it I suppose......

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter, Thank you

This Easter and ever day......

I am grateful for my family and my life and the love we share for those we know and have yet to meet.

I thank the greatest of all and all the sacrifices made.

I thank all those who have been before, that we learn from, and I will try not to repeat or have any hand in tragedies that lie ahead.

I am grateful for the peace and contentment,I feel, and the comfort I am able to give others when they are in need. I am grateful that I cause discomfort to those who have lost touch with how they treat others. I am glad that I can bring a smile or a laugh to those who could use it.

I am sorry that I have lost those who I didn't have the opportunity to love fuller or get to know better. For those who are gone that have given to me in ways I am unaware.

I look forward to the adventures that lay ahead both good times and not. The strength that I was given at birth and the ability to hang onto it and ask the one who matters how to help me use it best.

Today as always I say thank you, forgive me when I forget, you are who matters most.